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Entheos - The God Within Chapter 1Part 1: The First VisitEntheos - The God Within Chapter 1 by malfunit
Chapter 1: Is this all there is to life?
I need help. I really need it this time. I have run out of ideas and now I'm left standing face-to-face with my unhappiness. It stares into my soul whenever I look in the mirror and it shadows me everywhere I go; I cannot escape from it. I don't have the courage to face it head-on, so I avoid thinking about it by turning on the escape box and watching some newsman talk about this, that and the other. I turn on my PC when I want to pretend I'm doing something important when all I'm doing is wasting valuable time.
But...is my time really valuable? Or am I a waste of time? Is my whole life meant to be an example to the world of what failure is? Sometimes I even go as far as to think about suicide. The thought creeps into my mind like a deadly poison, and it can be very tempting sometimes, but I can't do that to mom, not after what she's done for me. But...what can I do? I feel stuck and I'm crying for help ri
Entheos - The God Within Chapter 0A Word from the AuthorEntheos - The God Within Chapter 0 by malfunit
Ever feel as if life has lost its meaning? The days and weeks go by while you're still waiting for your life to happen. You may be working at a job you hate, forced to be around people who couldn't care less about your future. Your parents may be dumping the remains of their broken dreams and ambitions like broken glass on top of your own plans for living. You may even be contemplating suicide, wanting to escape from the people and the conditions that cause you to endure rather than enjoy this weird process called living.
As the author of this story, I totally feel your pain. I know exactly what it feels like to lose all hope for life, waiting for something to conveniently dispose of you and everything you stand for. Everything you've dreamed of doing, everything you wanted since childhood seems to elude you all the time as the world at large seems to function just fine with or without you.
Nobody should have to live like this, and I'm here to tell you that there